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29 Saddharshanam - The fall of the Ahankarā

 29. The fall of the Ahankarā 

The mind is a factory of thoughts 

Flow of discrete separate thoughts

They come in lots and make knots

Likes and dislikes call their shots


Mechanical thinking continues with no prompt

One thought lead to the other while stomped

Positive and negative fantasies rule the kingdom 

Seeds of Ragā and Dveśā pile up with no wisdom


Stopping the subjective projections is a great auxiliary

Tracing the thought backwards is a form of mastery

Thoughts jump like a frog and fly like a butterfly

This exercise build muscle for the mind to comply


Repeating the same mantra is Japā

Staying in same position is Asanā

They help tame the jumping frog

They then clear up the brain fog


Disconnect the string of connection 

Listen with reverence and devotion

Bundle up opinions, resistance and notions

Attending one hour class itself is a meditation

 

When the mind was robbed and folded

Mahāvakyā could have been unfolded

The story of a blind man with a back scratch

which made him go round and round in the palace 


One can remain speechless with training

Silencing the mind can be very draining

Committed exposure trains the mind

Same thought is planted again and again 


Then there is an universal flow

Nicely aligned with Isvara's flow 

Thoughts now glow

Just like the words of Upanishad


Then there is clarity with the purpose of life

Skills, talents blessings are used wisely

As the fog of ignorance disperses 

Sun like Atma shines brightly


The best kept secret that is available for all

Is kept without being hidden in the hall

Listen, clarify doubts and Revel

Regurgitate and ruminate like a cow


There will be noise initially

As  the impurities come out 

But then they all settle down 

Clarified butter will shimmer on the top


As the head of Ahankarā falls down,

The real I shine brightly as a crown

One no longer feels  bound

Perfect fullness is all around

Class 35



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