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Witnessing the flow


Witnessing the flow

River is the name given
to the flow of water
I watch the flow of the river
I stand in the banks and witness the flow

Dried leaves float through
Withered flowers sail through
Dirt and debris glide through
Salt and minerals slide through

At times the river is slow and steady
At times it is forceful and angry
Other times it is happy and cheerful
Sometimes it is slow and sloppy

I stand at the banks and watch
I am not in the flow of the contents
I have no preference for the contents
I don’t judge the quality of the contents
I don’t anticipate particular things as the contents
I am aware of the contents with no choice

Life is a flow in time
Life is a flow of time
Mind is a flow of thoughts
Mind flows with thoughts

Thoughts that are disconnected
Thoughts that become emotions
Thoughts created by desires
Thoughts that are powered by fears

Anger, frustration and sorrow flows
Anxiety, insecurity and conflicts flows
They come without any notice
They just appear and I watch

In spite of everything
a general sense of insecurity,
a general sense of dissatisfaction,
a feeling of lack and loss,
that is the flow of the mind

Actions, results and more actions
Ideas, beliefs and so called traditions
A sense of lack, despair and sadness
A sense of pride, ego and memories

Everything flows
I am not in the flow
I can choose not to identify with the flow
I remind myself that I watch the flow
I guide myself that I am unattached to the flow
I reorient myself that I am untouched by the flow
I am the only ness in that space of awareness

That awareness is freedom
That freedom is love
That love is Ananda
That Ananda is God
That God is Atma
That Atma I am

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